25) You Changed, Not Me
Day: 118
Report by: Axel
Talking to Roxas and Xion always brings back memories of my human life, back when I was a kid. It's a weird sensation.
I ought to be able to share all this with Saix, but I just don't feel like it anymore. It's strange, but I'm content with just missing what's gone.
I'm not the one who changed. You did.
26) Hearts and Emotion
Day: 119
Report by: Xaldin
Watching that foolish beast flail about only depends my disdain for humans and their incessant need to be pinned down by feelings.
We became Nobodies precisely to avoid the shackles of emotion. It was only later that we realized the scale of that loss: that some things simply cannot be done without a heart.
Nonetheless, I see nary a pleasant thing about it.
27) He's the Sham
Day: 149
Report by: Xion
That man wearing the Organization's coat-- that jerk! He's too powerful. I can't beat him unless I get stronger.
And I'm not a sham. I'M NOT. He is. He's the one pretending to be something he isn't!
28) Dealing with Xion
Day: 150
Report by: Saix
As expected, the Duplicate is starting to show its limits. The Program showed promise, but a puppet is just a puppet: something to be toyed with until it breaks.
I am utterly at a loss as to what Roxas and Axel see in that thing. How best to dispose of it merits my consideration going forward.
29) Those Dreams
Day: 151
Report by: Xion
I wasn't ready to see Roxas again. I can't help but compare us. We both use the Keyblade, but we're so different.
Does he dream? It seems like that's all I do anymore. Last night I dreamed of the ocean. I was drowning.
Xaldin
30) Like a Real Person
Day: 152
Report by: Axel
Roxas and Xion must have had it out over something. Knowing them, it's something dumb, but still.
Watching them, it's like they're human. It's messing with my head.
I kind of wonder if Roxas understood all that about the wrong buttons. I get the sense a lot of it went right over his head.
31) This is Gonna be a Hit!
Day: 153
Report by: Demyx
I've got me new hit single!
X-face is always barking at me to work, but what's he expect me to do against a monster like that? I mean, stop and think about skill sets when you divide up the labour already!
32) The No. I Project
Day: 171
Report by: Saix
Xion failed to complete its mission. If this continues, destroying it and using the next Replica as the Duplicate would undoubtedly yield a higher-grade copy.
No. I was among the initial lot, which naturally raises questions about its capabilities. At present, it is nothing short of broken. I cannot fathom why Xemnas would want to keep it.
33) The Meaning Behind the Worlds
Day: 172
Report by: Axel
There has to be something to what Saix said. Why isn't Xion qualified to be one of us? He said to just look at her, but at what? The fact that she looks like Namine?
Xion and Namine must be connected. Whose Nobody is Xion, anyway? What is Saix hiding?
34) The Gamble
Day: 173
Report by: Luxord
I find myself envying the children. Perhaps some fundamental difference exists between those who become Nobodies as adults and otherwise.
The longer you have lived, the more you are positioned to lose with such a gamble. But a child can look forward, unafraid even in the face of immeasurable odds. I doubt they even see life as a gamble the way we do.
35) Just a Replica
Day: 174
Report by: Saix
Xion continues to sleep. All analysis on its function suggests no marked change. The copying appears to be working, but a Replica is a Replica. My latest report to Xemnas on this net me no clear answers. He simply stood, smiling. At times I find his thinking impenetrable.
36) Dreams, or Memories?
Day: 193
Report by: Xion
I finally wake up, just to pass out again? Why? Because I'm a failure? I dreamed the whole while I was out. It was something nostalgic, but what? Why can't I remember? It could be key memory from my human life. All I can remember is the sound of waves, gentle, in the distance.
37) The Replica
Day: 194
Report by: Axel
I thought I'd never see the word "Replica" again. Any rational man would realize the Riku Replica was not likely unique, but I'm the only one in the Organization who knew of his exceptional copying functionality, and that he ultimately formed a sense of self. The fact that I knew all that and still never noticed the truth about Xion speaks to how remarkable a Replica she must be.
But my questions remain unanswered. Who is she a Replica of? Namine? Kairi? Or perhaps someone entirely different? Why did the Orgnaization admit her into this membership? And why would such a fine Replica fall unconscious or sporadically lose its command of the Keyblade?
38) Xion
Day: 224
Report by: Axel
Even if Xion is a Replica-- a puppet-- she's still Xion. I understand that in my head, but how do I interact with her now? Riku-Replica was just a tool, but I can't just use Xion. No, I was wrong to have just used Riku-Replica in the first place. How is a man-made puppet any less worthy than a Nobody that was never meant to exist at all?
They're both ambiguous. Tenuous at best. And she's my friend. Even if neither of us should exist, that doesn't invalidate the bonds we form. Next break we get, I told her we'd all go to the beach. I hope we get the chance. Our little summer vacation. I know if we can get together and laugh about stupid stuff, this nagging doubt will go away.
39) Secrets About Me
Day: 225
Report by: Xion
My body feels heavy, and my head aches. I'm too busy dreaming to get any rest from sleep. Axel knows something. He's hiding some secret. It must be in Castle Oblivion. That's where I was born.
40) Final Stages
Day: 255
Report by: Xemnas
Xion's appearance should vary based on the relation of the viewer to her. Saix sees her simply as a puppet. The program approaches completion. Through Roxas, Xion is assembling a copy of the hero of the Keyblade. As proof, she sometimes appears to take on his form to my eyes.
41) Who We Each See
Day: 256
Report by: Xigbar
Xion's dissapearance is fascinating. If she really is breaking from our control, it's a sign of her approaching the essence of the hero. It seems Saix doesn't truly "see" her. I'm curious to know how she appears to the others. I see her as... him, though I suspect that Xemnas sees entirely something else in her.
42) In the Cards
Day: 257
Report by: Luxord
The air is charged. I can feel it. You go out on a big gamble at a time like this, and you're going to lose big. That said, it's betting against the worst odds that nets you the biggest win. I'm eager to see how this hand plays out.
43) Behind the Truth
Day: 276
Report by: Axel
Xion is gone. Roxas still doesn't know anything, but Xion found out. That's why I need to find her. We don't have hearts, so we accept the facts we're given as the truth. But something far more important lies behind that truth. Saix would laugh at people with no hearts calling one another friends, but that doesn't make it not so.
As the Nobody of the hero of the Keyblade and the Replica of that Nobody, these two are special. Unique in every since of the word. But that doesn't change the fact that we're friends. Nothing will. Got it memorized, Xion?
44) True Agenda
Day: 277
Report by: Saix
Axel and Roxas are up to something. No plot they concoct will change the fact that the Organization has cast off Xion, though. Our plans have split, diverged, and advance now to the next stage. The No. I project and Replica program merely paved the way. Our true goals lie elsewhere.
45) Hidden Truth
Day: 296
Report by: Xigbar
None of us really know everything that's going on in Castle Oblivion. Some rooms even Xemnas doesn't know about. Not many are ever aware that Xion was born there. I wonder if the truth about that place will ever surface.
46) Contact with Riku
Day: 297
Report by: Axel
The man they're calling the imposter, that fake Organization member? It's Riku. Roxas could very well remember that, somewhere deep in his memories. Still, it's too soon to report this. I need to know why Xion was with him first.If she's siding with the hero. it could easily mean her erasure. What are you planning to do, Xion?
47) Change of Plans
Day: 298
Report by: Saix
Axel failed to report that the imposter and Xion are working together. Instead, that news came from Roxas. The boy is far more easily handled than Axel, but now Axel has captured Xion and returned her to us. His motives are impossible to read. Our plans can be altered if necessary, but doing so can only delay their realization.
48) The Value of a Lie
Day: 299
Report by: Axel
Roxas doesn't trust me after the whole Xion incident, but I can't tell him the truth yet. So I keep lying. It's no big deal when you're a Nobody. There's no guilt, no feeling at all. So why does it still sting, just a little, when I lie to him? All my dealings with Roxas give me this bizarre illusion of humanity.
49) Us and the Sunset
Day: 300
Report by: Xion
We watched the sun set today. The three of us. I didn't think we'd ever be able to do that again. It's like that dream I had-- the one where I was by the shore with Roxas and Axel, watching the sun set over the water. I just want to stay with them. But how? What should I do?
50) Xion or Roxas?
Day: 301
Report by: Axel
Xion is burning through missions at full tilt. She seems frantic. Why, I don't know. And speaking of, I still don't know what to say to Roxas. Even without my orders from Saix, I'd do anything to stop Roxas from being erased. I just don't know if I can stand by and let that happen to Xion, either.
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